Wonderful summer and enjoying life and as you know just when you start to do that you get hit with a kick in the ass.. sigh... and it has. My husband has been laid off and no luck finding a job as of yet. I know we have done this before time and again but this time feels different. After his brain aneurysm I did a lot of praying and after 3 years we were blessed and he was working again.. but it seems about every 2 years we are doing it again. He is a good guy and tries hard.. but Iam tired of driving a 20+ year old van that breaks down on the side of the road 3 times a week. His is even older although the engine was rebuilt in 2000 its feeling its age too. Im tired of the struggle .. and feel as if I am at my breaking point. In the last 5 years we have had a 3 day vacation by renting a vehicle and going camping... once in 5 years and I can only remember that far back ... its sad. Iam trying to keep positive but really need some encouragement I guess..and prayers.. so please if you can find it in your heart to say a few words I would appreciate it.
God bless.
